Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

I WANT that dickies bag. and since I'm in such a bad mood I will get what I want. ==

Shopping with babes on tuesday was pretty damn awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!! I bought 2 gorgeous beautiful dresses and a wonderful dress for ming's birthday !! hope she likes it !! (: (: then bao bought herself two dresses too, one of them a MAXI, like she always wanted. except she said she felt skeptical towards it and that she'd probably hate it once she got home. LOL ! ANDDDDD, I bought a freaking awesome charles and keith blue bag that is SO DAMN PRETTY !!!!! hahahaha. well, I bought a portion of it. but of course, the entire bag is mine to keep. YAY !! (:

omg I think I have shopaholic symptoms ?! I am totally broke and I spent like a hundred bucks on tuesday so now I am bankrupt. f ! I shall hibernate at home or live on my mother's money from now on. i.e. go out with my mom or not go out at all. sighhhhhhhhhhh I wana watch ghosts of girlfriends past !!! but evil ming said she wanted to watch it with junhao instead so we didn't watch a movie ! hahahaha nvm shopping was brilliant I LOVE SHOPPING omg I need to shop again soon. rarhhhh.

then vernon joined us for dinner and junhao pangsehed as usual cos he STILL wasn't ready to meet us (==lame shit !) lol and ming and bao said vernon seems like a nice person I'm so glad I have such wonderful understanding friends who stand by me or else I don't know what I'll do !! so THANKS BABES ! I love you so much !! (:

and I guess all this is worth a shot. so. gogogo !

haha. oh dear. I am so insane. D:


which reminds me. my parents came back from hk/macau/china. and soooooooooo, I have a new bag(which I used yesterday : DDDD) new shirt new SOCKS ! :D new hair ties new wallet. that should be all. oh and tons of food. which is actually pretty delicious, I'm rather surprised. oh and my mom bought this dancing mat thingy !!!! hahahaha. the one in arcades. it says 'jian fei' something, which means people in china use it to lose weight hahaha ! awesome I'll use it to get rid of my fats if possible. D: oh and my parents bought this funny erm writing thingy. as in, a scroll, like a dui lian, but it's freshly written on by some 'da shi' (I think he sounds like a monk !! but he isn't one.) and it has all our names in it. hahahaha. and my mom bought scallop !!!! yayeyyy. I hope I don't get sick of eating scallops by then. hahahahahah.

my studies are totally crap I just started econs chapter 5 hahaha I'm hoping everybody's on the same boat as I am but of course considering this is fucking NJ and everybody mugs, I know not. play is TODAY !!!!!!! and there's an andro competition. hahahahahah sounds fucking fun omg !!! I bet my mom won't allow though. I'll ask her anyway. but I probably won't dare to go, I look like an idiot compared to real party girls !! D: I need a make over and plastic surgery. hahahhah. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ok I'm off to sleep. (:

shame: losing sight of my faith and instead, acting according to my vices.

I am living the life of a pig/couch potato and growing fatter in all the wrong places I need a dietary specialist to help me with my eating problems any nutritionist in training who needs practice can come work on me !!!

too much tears.

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention
Looking hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
But most suckers hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin home now
He’s tryin' to forget her
That’s how he got with her
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you've got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
to the beat
to the beat
to the beat
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay,let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You knew everything was good here

Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you've got to find a new one

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

Nooo...
Noooo
Now you know what to do,
so come on feelin' good

the days have been mildly interesting !

on sunday I went to expo. after travelling from CLEMENTI to the EAST we waited for half an hour plus to turn right U-turn and enter the car park and waited more for a parking lot. then I had to pee and I made my mother and bro wait for me while I queue half an hour for the toilet, which had 2 miserable units, one of which was squatting. sheesh ! then we headed straight for the foodfair and bought tons of stuff ate tons of stuff and walked all the way back to the car to dump the food in the boot. then we headed to popular sale and bought a whole lot of other stuff Idk what really but we did get 3building block thingies !! my bro finished making the sydney opera house - it's pretty ! then we dumped the stuff in the car again and I went to john little sale with my mom and my bro went to bring my dad from the mrt station to the car to dump his luggage and they joined us. I saw an awesome wallet that came in red and black !!! and I think I told this china woman's red wallet. cos she prob put it down to consider if she wanted it and I picked it up !! and walked off with it. and THEN in the end my mom and the lady in front of us in the queue said it wasn't worth it so I didn't get it since nobody but myself approved of my selection. walao it's damn nice Poccilini wallet la !! except it was regular price so if I really want it I might as well get it elsewhere where people don't condemn my selection. my dad and bro bought shorts and I bought a num shirt !!!!!!!! omg it's damn cheap. EVERYBODY !!!! go expo to get cheap num shirts ! haha. ok but the guys said it's cheaper in their retail outlets so I guess everybody should just head to the retail outlets ! : DDD omg that reminds me, I'm damn fat !!!!!! ))): anyway. my dad got bored so he went to the popular sale with my bro and my mom and I shopped and we met when we were done and headed to my grandma's house ! then I headed home and crashed.

monday. had a whole day of school ! 3hours of econs with mr goh. celebrated debbra's birthday in advance (it's today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBRA ! : DD ). she had a yummy cake in a beautiful box and a pretty board !! haha. then we (kaimin daryl and I) headed for gp and it was :// omg and kaimin was damn funny. we had to read a para each and kaimin started laughing like siao halfway then we both started laughing and she suddenly shouted halfway through reading I cannot read alr !! hahaha it was damn funny then everyone started laughing at her and mrs nair was like emmmmmmmmmm and she skipped my turn and asked someone else to read hahaha so diulian !!! then later on I had to read a super long para instead. all kaimin's fault !! hahaha. hm then after gp we hung around then kaimin went for cip and I went to join guit people and scrolled through mingyang's phone. which was his friend's, cos his phone was spoilt. then we went for guit prac. which was damn short ! poor non scholars who came purely for guit prac !! probably berating themselves for even appearing. or maybe not. hahah. hmm had briefing for wed. hahaha then wanghan was damn stupid and he asked chenyu and I if we're together ! LOL. and I was like, no !? do we look like we're together ? == then he was like, I dono ! hahaha. omg he's so dumb !! and he likes insulting my playing and asking me to shut up. haha idiot !

on wed I went to nus for workshop. OMG. the instructor is from german - he's from the top guit ensemble in the world, HE IS SO CUTE !!!!! hahahahahahahahahaha. OMG. his head's shaved, and he was wearing this black shirt, as in proper shirt, with sleeves folded to his elbow, and black pants, and black shoes with laces, and a RED TIE !!!!!! hhaahhaahahahah. so he looked cute hot and sexy. omg. and his playing is freaking awesome like omgwth makes me want to kill myself. no wonder he belongs to top ensemble in the world. wth. he can make a normal guitar sound damn awesome hahaha. so he corrected tons of our playing and we sounded much much much better after the whole thing and omg we should have gone for this before syf we'll confirm get honours !! except the timing doesn't fit. anyway. we(the entire group) took photos then we headed for dinner ! then the dinner venue changed and I had to tell liya how to get there. so finally we headed to jack's place in clementi cos swensen doesn't allow bookings. which I found out some time ago again. omg I've been spelling swensen as swenson despite having eaten there a zillion times wth !!! damn stupid. zzz. anyway. dinner was yummy. ms maureen ng treated us !! omg she must have spent a bomb. I ordered a shittake mushroom soup ( I think that's how to spell it ) and seafood pasta YUMYUMYUM !!!!!! then we had cake cos ms ng bought 2 for us - tiramisu and raspberry. I had raspberry, damn nice !!!!!!!!!!! then we headed home earlier than the rest cos serene had to cross the causeway. and belle took stupid photos of me. evil ! hahaha. my house was ONE stop from the place so I reached home pretty early and drank a bowl of soup my mom left for me, almost died from a bursting stomache, and went to crash !!!

This reminds me, I need to stop wasting time and start studying. D: