Wednesday, November 4, 2009

HAHA everybody check this out ! (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpHoHJ4DFIQ

boomzzz ! and shingz, I need to get going for gp D:

Monday, August 3, 2009

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn
My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie

Saturday, August 1, 2009

OMG. life has been more than just boring lately. in fact, it's been pretty torturous and my life is now filled with tons of work-doing !!! extremely annoying and mentally disturbing.

I'm extremely worried about my work; I suck at all subjects !!! like seriously. IDK what to do about chem ! I mean. when you actually study just a lil for a subject and have tuition yet fail, that simply reflects not just lack of intellect, but also pure stupidity. and since I'm extremely elitist and I can't really stand dumb people that's just worrying. D:

I realise I haven't blogged since JUNE gosh that's a hell long time not to blog. life has been pretty OK so far I guess. I mean. at least I'm not suffering from some kind of illness or having a lack of food to eat. haha. that reminds me. I'm starting to realise that with alot of people money is actually a problem !!!!! it's kind of disturbing. for instance, my brother had a bbq yesterday - as in he held a bbq at our bbq pit downstairs but it's the kind where everyone who goes has to pay. and his friends were like willing to pay $5 !!!!!!!?!? I mean like seriously what the hell do you expect to eat with $5. some noodles and a fishcake !? TT I can't stand it when people are stingy over money. damn annoying. I mean if you think about it, going to MACs alone can reduce one's wallet by $5, and it's not even quality food. it's JUNK food. so I was pretty incredulous and annoyed. and then there're people who live quite miserably (in my opinion) openly due to lack of money. which is something new cos in sec school people don't say they don't have money, unless it's in a joking way, like I'm broke let's not spend on food ! but of course they'd be able to get plenty of cash from parents. that probably reflects that when people get older then get more conscious of their financial situation ?! I think. anyway. it's kind of annoying not to have money. which basically leads to why I am even working hard at this point of time. some people have money in the family, ie they have some kind of family business that can be passed down to future generations. but some don't, for instance my family, and since I have zero brains I'm seriously worried about my future !!!! my dad keeps saying I'll end up as a clerk typing documents in the office or a road sweeper ! wtf. it actually sounds extremely possible looking at my results. D: omg I just blogged a whole lot of crap about weird stuff and I have no idea what I'm talking about and I'm damn stressed !!!! :/

sighhh I need chem help !!! and all other help. actually the best help I can probably get right now is to start on chem revision package. which I shall go do right now before lunch and tuition. DD:

Friday, June 26, 2009

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I WANT that dickies bag. and since I'm in such a bad mood I will get what I want. ==

Shopping with babes on tuesday was pretty damn awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!! I bought 2 gorgeous beautiful dresses and a wonderful dress for ming's birthday !! hope she likes it !! (: (: then bao bought herself two dresses too, one of them a MAXI, like she always wanted. except she said she felt skeptical towards it and that she'd probably hate it once she got home. LOL ! ANDDDDD, I bought a freaking awesome charles and keith blue bag that is SO DAMN PRETTY !!!!! hahahaha. well, I bought a portion of it. but of course, the entire bag is mine to keep. YAY !! (:

omg I think I have shopaholic symptoms ?! I am totally broke and I spent like a hundred bucks on tuesday so now I am bankrupt. f ! I shall hibernate at home or live on my mother's money from now on. i.e. go out with my mom or not go out at all. sighhhhhhhhhhh I wana watch ghosts of girlfriends past !!! but evil ming said she wanted to watch it with junhao instead so we didn't watch a movie ! hahahaha nvm shopping was brilliant I LOVE SHOPPING omg I need to shop again soon. rarhhhh.

then vernon joined us for dinner and junhao pangsehed as usual cos he STILL wasn't ready to meet us (==lame shit !) lol and ming and bao said vernon seems like a nice person I'm so glad I have such wonderful understanding friends who stand by me or else I don't know what I'll do !! so THANKS BABES ! I love you so much !! (:

and I guess all this is worth a shot. so. gogogo !

haha. oh dear. I am so insane. D:


which reminds me. my parents came back from hk/macau/china. and soooooooooo, I have a new bag(which I used yesterday : DDDD) new shirt new SOCKS ! :D new hair ties new wallet. that should be all. oh and tons of food. which is actually pretty delicious, I'm rather surprised. oh and my mom bought this dancing mat thingy !!!! hahahaha. the one in arcades. it says 'jian fei' something, which means people in china use it to lose weight hahaha ! awesome I'll use it to get rid of my fats if possible. D: oh and my parents bought this funny erm writing thingy. as in, a scroll, like a dui lian, but it's freshly written on by some 'da shi' (I think he sounds like a monk !! but he isn't one.) and it has all our names in it. hahahaha. and my mom bought scallop !!!! yayeyyy. I hope I don't get sick of eating scallops by then. hahahahahah.

my studies are totally crap I just started econs chapter 5 hahaha I'm hoping everybody's on the same boat as I am but of course considering this is fucking NJ and everybody mugs, I know not. play is TODAY !!!!!!! and there's an andro competition. hahahahahah sounds fucking fun omg !!! I bet my mom won't allow though. I'll ask her anyway. but I probably won't dare to go, I look like an idiot compared to real party girls !! D: I need a make over and plastic surgery. hahahhah. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ok I'm off to sleep. (:

Monday, June 15, 2009

shame: losing sight of my faith and instead, acting according to my vices.
I am living the life of a pig/couch potato and growing fatter in all the wrong places I need a dietary specialist to help me with my eating problems any nutritionist in training who needs practice can come work on me !!!